hoping for a change...

Since it is the change of years, you know from 2007 to 2008, i am hoping for a change in me as well. No i did not make any new years resolutions. If i thought i could keep them i would lol. It is just so disappointing when you set goals for yourself, to improve yourself, only to end up being totally defeated by yourself. Too funny and way too frustrating. I would, however, still like to see a change this year. Maybe just some additional happyness. Internal peace would surely be a much needed change. And the typical hoping for a physiacal change miracle lol. Most important to me is being able to aquire some form of internal peace. And how would i go about doing that? I hope i can figure it out.